An evil co-worker has retired for good yesterday so we had a farewell party for her, though she doesn’t deserve it but we were trying to be nice and better than her. She was always good to me but she was never good with a lot of my friends so I had mixed emotions. I’m happy more than upset that’s for sure.

I want to be rich and powerful.

I’m in constant battle with my consciousness. My conscious tells me this is the best for my child. It always makes me feel guilty even when I know I’m not. Before I look at parents who had their drivers pick their kids as mean and selfish. Now I don’t think they are because some are really trying their best. Like myself. I drop Hassan to his nursery but our driver Mowla picks him up at the end of the day because I work. My conscious tells me I should pick him up myself. I care for him so much, but would picking him up myself make me a better mother? Not really. It’s going to make me super mom though! Is it possible to be there for him all the time? No. I’ll try to make it up for him in a way or another by just spending time with him after I come back from work, hope one day he understands that this is all for the best.

I’m the proud owner of a sony ericsson mob phone (k770i), so far it’s cool.

I like it.

My dad and brother are traveling today. I don’t know how I’ll make it to the airport on time if I’m still not in bed?

we still fight about anything and everything that goes on in my life but I love you more and more each day …

I have a problem with believing in magic spells and black magic or whatever it’s called. I have a friend who would cut her husband’s clothes into tiny pieces and throw them away. If she wanted to donate clothes the last thing on her mind is to give them to her housemaids because she thinks that they’ll cast a spell on husband to turn him away from her! If that was true then why would they come work in Kuwait in the first place! I’m sure there are rich businessmen in their own countries and they can easily cast spells on them, can’t they?? I feel woman give their husbands a lame excuse to mess up in a relationship and then blame it on ‘black magic!’

If he cheats, he cheats, no excuse for that!

Who agrees with me and who doesn’t, please specify why?